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I need a break...

So, I don't know if I have a short attention span or what but it seems like after I work somewhere for about a year I get bored and want to move on to the next thing.
But, for now I've been working at the same place for 2 years!
Crazy, huh?
I don't particularly enjoy it but I have good benefits and it pays for my gas... so why shouldn't I be happy?
Lately I've been getting the feeling that I just want to go away for like 6 months... away from my parents and Keller and everything...
I was watching the 3rd season of the OC and Marissa decides to go on her dad's boat and work on the docks and stuff for a semester.
I thought, how cool is that... go somewhere and just do physical labor for 6 months...
Is that bad to feel like that? Just to want to get away.
I think it's mostly that I want to get away from my family... I have to see them 7 days a week whether it has to do with work, Bri, whatever...
I just want to be left alone and see them when I want.
I think that is a normal feeling when you are 26? I remember feeling this way since I was about 14. 12 years of torture and I'm still in the same situation.
What to do, what to do?
If it was just me, I know what I would do. But, it's not, so I have to be more careful about the decisions I make.
That's all for now
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Sarah Lou said…
I remember you feeling this way a few years ago and really being burnt out with your family. Im' sorry you are frustrated and annoyed. We are here to help with anything, anytime (I'll call in sick for you, hahaha...) And who wouldn't love a job that paid for their gas.
July 30, 2009 at 8:24 PM
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